flashbacks,

Sometimes, i like to think back at what we had. And then at other times, it hurts me ever so much. You think i've honestly forgotten about you?

You know.. i still wonder why you just.. abandoned me. Forgot about me. Erased me from your life. Do you know how hard it is, having to stand next to you, occasionally stealing the quick glance, but not being able to even say hi? I fear that you will just,"leave me hanging," or rather.. ignore me. Do you honestly know.. how much of an affect you have on me? You really meant a lot to me; no, let me rephrase. You really still do mean a lot to me. And you most definitely always will. Trust me on this.

I honestly can't wait for the day that I have the opportunity, or the guts, to talk to you again. If that day will even exist.